The Color Of Hunger

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The over.whelm.ing

S…C…E…N…T of Sharpie tickles my IMAGINATION.

My palms begin to feel…magnetic-tic-tik-tic (toc?) against this pad of paper.

(+)Positive versus (-)negative.

The pull

increasing

as reality descends.
Sweating now.

¡NO TIME! to initiate a thought process.

Bundles of recycled creativity leave me longing for more.

More of…
(…)….anything….(…)….everything….(…)….all at once….(…)

No one can touch ME.

My veins pump quick with energy, my blood a thick, rich red.
People stare yet keep to themselves.

Their
eyes dance with FEAR
as
my mind is thoroughly examined.

Skin cold, lungs numb; curiosity makes the pupils twitch.
A backwards breast stroke beneath a background of brilliant blue.
∞(.I see you.)∞
But please, no need for the negatives. Touch me, feel me, but don’t be afraid.
Uniquely Different.

FUCK routine.

I am a superhero of sorts without all those superpowers.
My heart is warm; shared sympathy never bitter.
WELCOME TO MY WORLD.

I suppose I am happy here. I suppose I belong. Bright moments contracting dull.

Life is art and I am the artist. Crouched behind that big wooden easel.

My paintbrush…

A

L

I

V

E

with so many colors.

So much FrEeDoM.

Mind racing (racing) with opportunity; fingers can’t keep up.

Perspiration via motivation. The cologne of accomplishment.

The paper softens as I progress. Happy mistakes litter the page now.

Along-with-hundreds-of-inches-of-leeway. Ahhh, leeway.

My brain seems…bruised…with numb surprise.

Cleverly disguised in white, I suggest, ‘Perhaps, a different wardrobe?’

BLUES
ORANGES
GREENS
REDS

Everything just sort of connects/blends/combines.

I’m left to smile at these results.

Today, I cannot STOP smiling.

All this awesomeness is making my face hurt.

[.Yup.]

=] ♣ [=

Haven’t written in forever ago.
Tis weird…eerie almost.
I feel so…spontaneous.
I’m craving something with a good beat.
Something that hypes the show, that rocks the vibes, that moves the feet.
It’s amazing how influential music is to my mood sometimes.
This song stimulates the writer in me.
This song makes everything seem like it’s going twiiiiiiiice as sloooooooow as it should go.
This one has that weird instrument in the middle of it.
Happy vibes  flow through these.
Etc.
Fuckin’ music, man.
It’s like…audio porn…orgasms achieved via ear……………eargasms?
Haha. Wowzers.
We are lit this evening.
Reality tilts skyward then crashes to the ground.
IQ levels enhance.
Creativity —-> ON.
Everything’s moving.
Not hesitating to label ‘color’ a fifth sense.
Mister Inspiration.
Here to stay this time.
Sweeping the ocean floor with a dry mop and no bucket.
In a red jacket and cowgirl boots.
Cowboy up yo.
Easter dinner on the 4th Of July almost gets logical.
Tension gathers at the kitchen table.
A boiling pot of fake smiles and indigestion – damn you, extended family.
So much for the sausage gravy.
And the biscuits.
And why the blue chairs?
And the placemats?
Timing reactions based on mouth-to-food resuscitation speeds.
(This meal’s got torque.)
Resulting in slow-motion stares over the table; not under.
{And not over either; that’s never good.}
“But you just sa-”…..yea I know what I said.
I feel like filling the dishwasher with Mr. Bubble and smiling at the results.
Money + Boredom = Trouble.
Haha.
Happy Easter everybody!
=]

Once upon a time black was blue.

Numb thumb, knuckles throbbing.

Palindromes of high heels and closets of Monte Cristo.

Writing page after page of premature nonsense.

Stargazing between asterisks paneling the pressures to tailgate yer fears.

I’m trying to see past this, I really am.

Greet me in the positive vibe, please.

Kicking back stress and nausea.

A casual me; high.

Cloudy eyelashes breathe complexity.

Tracking down silver tipped pinecones and rotten bee hives.

The lack of weaponry proves unnecessary in the harvest for helicopter blades.

Like, what if finger food was hand supper all along?

Crazier than armless ventriloquists with no vocal chords.

Jesus.

Tricks of the trade, come here reason. Poisoning kung fu ninjas, citrus oranges-r-us. Dickin’ it up down here and if you can’t figure that out I oughta nail you a sucker punch to the soul. Sticky fingerprints are good people; I’d be the first to hang out with em’. The clouds gather mouthfuls, they mesmerize with lingering shadows. Kissing the flame, the fire tickles my teeth in extraordinary fashion.
..
I know you crave that quick dip to contentment, like forcing a fading firefly to flash to exhaustion. But I ask you now, is it truly worth it? Put life jackets on swollen ankles and they float, they do. Attach some Velcro to garage doors and you got yerself an outlet. Nice hands, feet. It might take a tad longer on yer face though. Fuck. Now I smell like kickers and cooking spatulas. Fog farts due me in; they’re treating me to a four-course smoke session.
..
Learning the ropes of laughter, I have the power to stop. But of course I refuse. Hit it, suck it, smash it, repeat. Singing to keep warmth, boxing words in an overwhelming vocabulary of slurs and unpunctuated sentences. Shit baby, we’ll fight to six rounds, some pushing seven. An orgasm of inspiration, my bones turn tingly. RIP for now, but I’ll see you tomorrow. Apples and tomatoes nuke bananas, don’t they? Haha, yes they do. We’re good, yes we are.

Dear Unborn Child Of Mine,
      The economy sucks. But I’m pretty sure when yer 18, it’ll fade into happy money again. Yer dad’s currently the best in the biz according to all the locals. Yu’ll like it here. We got plenty of other cities to move to though, just in case you don’t. Food is abundant, which is excellent for you, cuz from all the kicks I’m feelin’ right now, yer gonna be one hungry baby boy. Hey, at least yer gonna be tall. And I’ll teach you how to play the piano like a madman. I gotta learn first of course, but hey, we’ll get there. Yer gonna be a winter kid. I can feel it. Snowboarding, tubing, and skiing have yer name written all over em’. Stars collided to make you my dear. And they were beautiful.
Love, Mom


iplaytrack1224@hotmail.com

I am a student of life. 22 years young. I observe. I experience. I learn. I am driven by creativity. And music. Good music. Indie and electronic. I love sensory details. Life is crazy. But meant for living. I have no regrets in mine. Only lessons. =]
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