The Color Of Hunger


My name is Bree Pavlish.

I reside in Spokane, WA. Born and raised.

I am not ashamed of who I am.

I truly love my life and can’t really complain much about anything. Even though it has a fair amount of negativity, there’s so much positive to counteract it. Look beyond the imperfections every once in a while. Like carving a pumpkin. It’s not about what’s there, but what you make out of what isn’t.

I blow out the candles January 24th. Aquarius all the way.

I’m a pretty easy to get along with person. I may seem shy at first, but once you get to know me I’m quite funny and usually have a hard time taking life seriously.

I’m a very creative/imaginative individual. I love emotion, feeling, words, music, colors, freedom, sex, beauty. Anything that tantalizes and makes me take a second look. I want the body, the mind, and all the in-betweens.

I’m a host on Airbnb and enjoy it immensely. A little side hustle to support the W-2 and knock down the mortgage quicker. Plus, I get to meet lots of cool travelers who come thru Spokane for business or leisure or whatever it may be.

My biggest vice would probably be my OCD tendencies. I’m not a germaphobe, I don’t wash my hands like fifty billion times, and I’m not a hoarder either. I fall into the symmetry and orderliness category. The perfectionism game. The need to have everything lined up symmetrically ‘just right’ is the compulsion, the obsessive fear is to ensure that that everything feels ‘just right’ to prevent discomfort in the future, because if it wasn’t ‘just right’ and there was something that I could’ve done differently to make it ‘just right’ and I didn’t, I’ll stew on it all day and Mister Anxiety is a bitter bitch. The classic comic gag of the barber trimming a customer’s mustache, and repeatedly finding that one side is longer than the other requring further trimming to “even it out” until there is no mustache left is a good example of this. Also, I always forget to call people back. Always. You can’t just leave me one voicemail. You gotta leave like three and a few texts.

The best way to get to know a person (including me) is by their taste in music. Music affects anything and everything I do; I believe where words fail, music speaks. My taste varies with mood, but usually electronic and indie are top contenders.

I’m a person who relies very heavily on intuition and feeling out the situation. I’ve never really made a five-year plan or anything like that, yu know? If it’s right, it will fall into place and if not, I understand; whatever happens, happens. Que sera sera. 

I have no clue where or when or how I’m getting to where I’m going, but I promise it won’t be boring. This being the case, I’m determined to love each day more than I’m afraid of it.

I love the drums, but I suck at playing them outside of ROCK BAND. Someday I plan on enrolling in a class with some lessons and an instructor that will teach me how.

I love video games but never seem to have the time for them anymore. Madden, Gran Turismo, The Sims, ROCK BAND, Guitar Hero, and all the Mario Party’s (I bet you $20 I can beat you for any Mario Party you play me) are the best.

I absolutely love, love, LOVE, the ocean and its beaches. I plan on living near there someday. Someday.

Sweepstaking is what I do on my spare time. Keeps me busy and is actually really addicting. I’ve been doing it since I was 17 and have won a ton of cool shit from it.

Love is greater than money and always will be.

I swear a lot when I write. It’s a lot like capitalization to me; puts emphasis and meaning behind my words. For example, if I were to say “I was wasted last night”, nobody’s gonna listen. Where as if I said, “Holy shit man, I was soooo fuckin’ wasted Friday night!”, people wanna hear more about what went down Friday night.

I can’t stand girls who are empty-headed, fake, or easy. Or ones who change themselves for their boyfriend. They all piss me off. 

I had braces for 2 and a half years (5th to 7th grade). I hated it at the time, but I love my teeth now.

I think marijuana should be legal worldwide. It has not only introduced me to the wonderful world of art and good music, but has changed my perspective on life and situations in life for the better.

My dream job would be an actress on MAD TV or a writer for Family Guy. Or a writer for beer commercials. I would rock that shit.

Politics don’t interest me in the slightest. All those stupid commercials are all focused on demeaning the other party, when really their own party is like twice as corrupt. They’re all players on the same team, just different names on the jersey.

I dislike religion as well. It’s a filter on life and all it does is divide. I’d rather have a mind opened by wonder than closed by belief. 

Sometimes I think I’m too immature for my own good. And other times, I know it.




2 Responses to "Me"

Very creative, and honest. Find something you like to do for a job and learn to master it and be successful.
Love your family,(they will all ways be there) Love your higher power, and you will be happy forever.

Happy Birthday and good writing.

It seems you have a a great attitude and that will get you far.

Listen to Simple Man by Lynard Skynard it applies to women also.

Good luck to you on your life and job search.

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Spokane, WA. 26 years young. Aquarius, of course. I am a very optimistic individual driven by passion and creativity. Music is my inspiration to everything. I dig the nightlife. I enjoy discovering new craft beers and breweries. I like animals more than humans. The ocean is amazing. I have no idea what I wanna do with my life and prolly never will. But I'm going to succeed because I'm crazy enough to think I can.
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